Inspiration And Ideas Behind "A Patient Heart"
Some memories evoke the essence of our childhoods and condense the summer sunshine into something to savor. During the bleak winter months I often find myself recalling moments from the past and when I do, I often think about the first boy I fell in love with at the age of nine. Call me an early starter but at the tender age of nine I fell hard for the boy just a little older than me who lived next door to my aunt in my hometown of St. Joseph, Missouri. His large family filled their home with noise and they had enough team members from their family alone to field an ongoing baseball game in the back yard. Their mother baked snicker doodle cookies, the first I ever tasted, and I spent as much time as possible trailing after one of her sons. I dreamed of growing up to marry him and although it never happened, Iām left with a few fond memories, enough for inspiration.
When A Patient Heart debuted this week from Rebel Ink Press, some of those who knew me best during my childhood may recognize the inspiration behind my hero, Connor Donavan. Now Joe isnāt Connor and Iām certainly not Catherine, my heroine but every idea must begin somewhere and the idea behind my Valentineās Day contemporary romance started in my memories.
The story itself has little to do with my own past. The novel is set in our Neosho so it probably owes just as much to my present. Rather than attempt to describe it, hereās the blurb:
As a little girl, Catherine dreamed she'd marry Connor Donavan one day and as teenagers, that dream seemed within reach. Until Connor ended their relationshipby leaving town and breaking Catherine's heart. Ten years later, far from the old hometown, Catherine reports for work as a nurse one snowy January evening and learns that her new patient is none other than her old love, Connor. When he recognizes her, all the old feelings stir but a few sparks fly, too. As Connor recovers from an accident, Catherine realizes she loves him more than ever and he seems to love her as well. But after he leaves the hospital and convalesces at her home, his real life intrudes into their quiet time together. Then Connor leaves Catherine behind and she stays until a message sends her speeding to Kansas City, to Connor's club... On Valentine's Day.
Like most of my novels, it will debut as an eBook. Readers who prefer a paperback may be glad to know a third novel with my byline is now also available as a trade paperback. My first time travel romance (first because another is coming Feb 17) A Time To Love is now also available in a paperback you can hold in your hands.
Every story begins somewhere. Although they all evolve from my imagination, some begin here in Neosho, others spring from my memories of another time and place.
But the common denominator is romance that lives and breathes the power of love.
Excerpt:
āHi,ā he said
āHello, how are things going?ā
He shot her a scornful look. āIt could be better.āCatherine came around the bed to sit down. āIs something wrong?ā
āNo,ā he said, his voice harsh and deep. āIām just fine except for the leg, the cracked ribs, the concussion, scrapes and bruises. Not to mention Iām bored out of my mind, I missed my first chance at a vacation in about five years and Iāve got a business to run. It wonāt do very well without me there.ā
Without even thinking about it, she picked up his hand and held it. āAre you getting enough pain meds? I can up the dosage if you need it.ā
Connor shook his head. āPainās not too bad right now and I can deal. Itās the rest of it Iām having trouble with.ā
āConnor, Iām sorry. Let your club wait until youāre better,ā Catherine told him. She racked her brain to think of something he might enjoy. āI can hunt down a magazine or a book if you want to read or give you my Kindle.ā
He turned his hand around and gripped hers tight. āI have just enough of a headache I donāt feel like reading.ā
Heās a tough nut to crack. Maybe, though, beneath his hard shell, heās still worth knowing.There were so many things sheād like to say, questions she longed to ask but Catherine chickened out and made small talk instead. āTell me about your vacation you missed. Where were you going?ā
āEureka Springs, Arkansas,ā he said after a pause. āHave you ever been there?ā
āSure, I have.ā Catherine adored the Victorian village tucked away in some of the most rugged mountains in the Ozark region. Located just a few hours south in Arkansas, Eureka Springs drew visitors from around the world who adored the steep streets, the antique architecture, the ghosts and the unique flavor the place offered. āHave you?āāNo, it would have been my first time,ā Connor said, āI had a room booked at some haunted hotel, the Crescent and everything. If it hadnāt snowed, Iād be there now.ā
āThen I wouldnāt have ever got the chance to see you again,ā Catherine said, the words out before she considered them.
A faint smile illuminated his face, softening his features. āYeah, thatās true. Well, thereās one small good thing out of this mess. I bet Iāll have to pay for the damn hotel room even though I never set foot in it.ā
āMaybe not once they know you were in an accident,ā Catherine said. āI can try to call them if you want.ā
His grin increased. āWould you? Iād appreciate that.ā
āSure. What kind of business do you own?ā She pretended not to know anything about it.
For the first time, his smile warmed his eyes, giving his dark brown eyes a sparkle. āItās a club, called āFor My Sinsā, in Kansas City, Kansas. Thereās a full bar, tables and restaurant service, a stage and a small dance floor. I have a jukebox, a retro Rock-Ola but I book live bands Friday and Saturday nights. On weekends, I draw a fair enough crowd.ā
āWhat kind of music?ā
āRock and roll,ā he answered with enthusiasm. āA lot of it is vintage, Fifties, Sixties and Seventies, all the stuff Iāve always liked. Most of it puts todayās music to shame and I get all ages, from aging baby boomers to kids who need to be carded.ā
āIt sounds awesome,ā Catherine said and meant it. If she had time, sheād love to spend a few hours in a place like that. Itād suit Connor, she thought, although sheād never thought of him running a club. She imagined it as just a little bit shabby but not trashy, dark and mysterious. āDo you have one of those silver balls hanging over the dance floor?ā
āOh, yeah,ā Connor said. āI do.ā
āCool!ā Catherine said, as a woman, not his nurse. āDo you sing?ā
He laughed with a genuine burst of mirth rumbling like a distant night train. āI donāt where anyone can hear me. They told me as a little kid I couldnāt carry a tune in a bucket. I thought youād remember. Iām no singer although I love music. Do you still sing? You used to be pretty good.ā
āSometimes,ā Catherine admitted. She hadnāt sung much in years but he wouldnāt know.
āYou could sing to me.ā Something flared in his eyes to remind her of heat lightning. She liked the intensity and yet it scared her a little too. Talking about things she wouldnāt share with anyone else seemed intimate and if Annette wandered in, sheād have to explain but she didnāt know how she could.
āMaybe I could sometime but my breakās almost over.ā It ended ten minutes earlier but she wasnāt counting and hoped Annette wasnāt either. āI need to change your catheter bag because itās full and then I have other patients to check on, too. I should take your blood pressure reading also.ā
āDo it first,ā he said, his gaze steady on her face.
So she did, attached the cuff, pumped it up and listened with the stethoscope she kept around her neck while on duty. His reading came in just below normal, natural enough since he remained prone in bed and she charted it.
āSo will I live?ā Connor asked.
āYou will, to at least a hundred,ā she quipped.
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